I've been in denial for a while now, but I'm afraid I've lost my desire to ride. It was probably about 5 years ago that I started noticing this, but I think I just found things to blame, like making time for my bike projects, or the carpal tunnel syndrome I've recently found partial resolution for, to keep me from realizing the truth. I started riding about 20yrs ago. I can remember being really, really excited about getting a bike. Owning a bike. Riding the bike. That first week with my licen